Aug 26 ,1997                               
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3:58 pm
    --- "Noo neenoo neenoo neenoo..." *THWAK!* "H!" *taktak!tak!taktak!taktaktak!* "Hazardous!" Eat and then shower, or shower and then eat? Orange juice. *peh* Hair in mouth. Shower first. (Get obligatory phone call while sopping wet.) Ahhh. I'm cold. Clothes. Socks.

    Socks! I always wear socks. I feel kind of strange walking around with bare feet. Naked. Perhaps its because I have so much surface area on my feet, so a lot of flesh is exposed to the merciless environment. Nah, I used to wear slippers all the time in hawaii. I also used to stub my toe a lot. In fact, it was a rare week when my big toe had any sort of structural integrity at all. Hence the socks and shoes.

  (10 hours later)
just before midnight
    --- Since about 5 pm, I've had this squealing entire-head headache. I know it is from my caffeine levels dropping below tolerances. "Why deny yourself?" asked Brian. "To see if I can." "Well, you KNOW you can." There's a difference between knowing you can do something and actually doing it. The difficult part is figuring out which parts of my mood are due to absence of caffeine, and which are just my normal run level. I don't seem to have any spare brain run time to visualize things coming apart. Most of today was spent thinking "...ow ow ow ow ow ow..." while I sat around.

    Of course, I have chosen to do this because it would be annoying to myself. I don't want to complain about it. I DO want to document it. I've got nothing better to do. (get a job)

  Coulda Shoulda Fooda
    --- I really should be trying hard to get a job. I'm going to make myself do it. I'm going to try out these "Hall Kinion" recruiter guys. Hopefully they will have sufficient butt kicking skills to help me get employed. THAT should shake up my routine. Altered waking hours! Altered schedule! More money! Less free time! Different environment!

    In other news, my little brother returns to Hawaii tomorrow. Early! I'm going to wake up at 7 am to go to the airport with him to see him leave and make sure the plane doesn't crash as soon as it leaves the runway. Of course, if it did, I'd be powerless to stop it. That'd really ruin anyone's day. A tearful goodbye at the gate followed by a helpless screening of fiery twisted death. I'm getting really sick of airports. But I still like them more than cafes.

    I'll also be going to some sort of GOTH CLUB. I am not sure what to expect there. Loud fast electronic music, people wearing lots of black, economy-packs worth of eye makeup, and that awful undeserved attitude. Not that you can DESERVE an attitude, really, but I am easier on pretentious people who are very talented at something.

    Speaking of which! You know... taking clip art, putting fuzzy edges on everything, sticking lens flares everywhere, and adding words with drop shadow does not take much skill. Hell, I can do that, and I'm a programmer. Maybe not even that.

    Drek Bug Drawing

    I'm sick of my mail software telling me that "sorry, you have no mail"
    why the HELL does it have to be sorry?
    it's almost as bad as "sorry nobody likes you, you have no mail"
    - Michelle

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